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Usually words drip from me but now it is blood. There's a hole in my heart and I can't seal it up. I wish I could return to the black and stony thing I used to keep as a heart for the pain I hold is unbearable. I know my heart is still as black as the sin that stains it so, where once flowed forth words of peace and fun now drips only black ink to turn the day to night, to darken white paper.
I used to be a warrior, a knight shining forth, I'd kill a thousand men with a single sweep of my pen, raise paupers to be kings and charm dragons from their lairs. Now my armour is broken and covered with blood, I think it must be mine, the weight of a single murder is too much upon my shoulders. I'm not permitted to die, just left to lie with a sword through my heart, leaking out the words that were my life, leaking out the black ink I once thought was my life.
Cold black ink fills my lungs, the pool of words drowns my soul, smothering me and choking the life from my veins. As the th
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Space man
Space man.
I'm trapped far away, without even a tin can, far above the moon. For I am a spaceman, lost in the void of eternity, drifting on and on with nothing to hold onto.
They say that I let go, they say that I pushed it all away but I tell them it was never there in the first place, there never was anything to hold onto, just the dreams that creep in from the void in a cold, cold place. I'll never be able to reach either place for I drift atwixt worlds eternally falling through the cracks of life, neither one thing nor the other.
Some people say that my “condition” is called “asbergers” that I'm “autistic” but all I know is that I'm a spaceman, condemned to float through life, to watch what happens as both worlds go by yet never being able to reach either.
Sometimes I want to completely retreat to one world where there is no pain, no thought, no emotion. Sometimes I want to completely come into the other, the world of people, friends and love/ I
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Manifesto of a coward
Manifesto of a coward.
Yes, I am a coward, I am frightened by people. I am a lonely and pathetic excuse for a human. I have never lifted a fist to anyone and I don't have the presence to intimidate people. I am a;one because I am too scared to talk to people, too cowardly to ask for a friend.
I spend day after day hiding in a room with a box of wires as my only companion and a fist of pills to stop me from dying. When I cautiously venture out I do see many things I'd like to know about, to learn, to try, but I don't have the courage to ask, I don't have the voice to say anything I think. So I have to scuttle back to my little room and my box of wires and continue to pretend I'm happy to those who know me and stare at me from the words they make appear on the window.
I am alone when all I want is someone to talk to. All I want is someone to hold, to make the queen of my heart. I am a coward even here. I can't let anyone that close lest they discover that I am as hateful as I believe I a
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A lot of people have been asking me about Asperger's syndrome and some of my experiences with it and some of the conditions. This is largely because, on the internet at least, I seem to be good at hiding it. Most people I meet here don't know that I have Asperger's syndrome unless I directly tell them. I do have it, but what exactly does it mean? First off all, please don't use this as a way to diagnose yourself. If you think that you have Asperger's syndrome, depression, or any other mental condition please see a licensed psychiatrist. You cannot self-diagnose mental conditions. (Hmmm... I kind of have that symptom sometimes, I MUST have this disorder!) Asperger's syndrome is known as a high-functioning autism, and as such many of the symptoms are similar, and yet, in some ways it's very different.
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So I've been here but not really with it and commenting or anything recently as life at home still sucks and is getting worse. My mother is now not only being pissy with me because I have a girlfriend but she's also trying to tell me how I should act with her and everything for example she says I must never be alone with my girlfriend or get intimate with her until I have married her because she's going to turn on me and I'll end up in jail because she accused me of raping her. For a start my mum has never even spoken to my girlfriend, much less met her so how in the hell can she presume to know if that's what my girlfriend is like or no? Second, my mum has only just learnt not to trust people (she's nearly 60) and I never have been able to trust people easily so shouldn't the fact that I DO trust this person to be that close to me and be my girlfriend mean that I have already throught about whether she is trust worthy or not and to an extent tested that out???

Now bear in mind that my girlfriend and I were friends before we started going out. That she lives two hours drive away and if we are lucky we get to see eachother once a month... anyway, I'm hoping to move out at some point much to my mothers disgust, she seems to forget how old I am!

I didn't come here to moan though, simply to tell you what has been going on and why I haven't been commenting much and so on.

On thing I have dont though is gotten the paper back version of my book ready and online. It is available from Amazon and google and lulu as well as good bookshops I'll put a link in at the end to the book so you can buy it if you like) The thing I really don't know how to go about doing is publicizing it and getting people to buy it. If anyone has any experience with this or just some tips I'd love to hear from you in the comments as I really want to get this progect off the ground so I can move on to more books.

Support independent publishing: Buy this book on Lulu.

link for my book ^

Thanks in advance.




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HK-118 Featured By Owner Jun 1, 2015  Hobbyist Photographer
Hey honey, it's me! :heart:
KieWakakie Featured By Owner Jun 1, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Hey gorgeous, those are some fantastic photos. XxXxXxXxX
HK-118 Featured By Owner Jun 1, 2015  Hobbyist Photographer
Yay, thanks! :squee:
ChibiThekla Featured By Owner May 24, 2015  Student General Artist
Thank you for the favourite-adding ^^   +fav :happybounce: 
And as a gimmick you earn a Llama because of the long wait for my response!
mwisbey Featured By Owner Feb 24, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for the faves :D
KieWakakie Featured By Owner Feb 24, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
You're welcome
mwisbey Featured By Owner Feb 24, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
imaneggplant Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2015   General Artist
thank you for the watch
KieWakakie Featured By Owner Feb 3, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
you're welcome
imaneggplant Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2015   General Artist
thanks for faving
its much appreciated
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